The entire time you’ve known me, I’ve become the arrogant teacher that Jesus and Buddha despised. Forgive me, for I have sinned.
Have compassion in me, as I rid myself of this greed and spiritual ego.
Hi there, quite one. I’m the loud one. All-knowing, never stop criticizing, never stop being “good”, overweight with “pride” & “honesty”, forever looking down on his twin with feelings of “disgust” and “pity” not knowing that he is loathing himself.
His spiritual ego got so big that it consumed everything about him. manifesting money, success, women, friends, career, we're all subject to this arrogance and bigotry.
Too “Good” for a relationship with himself, dreaming big, planning some, executing little. My triangle is upside down, or rather unbalanced in the wrong ways.
Little one, I am supposed to be the wiser soul, but I acted like your bully instead.
Please forgive me little one. Please take time to heal from the wounds I gave you. Please take time to be happy with yourself and achieve all that you can. Please find time to experience, live, and find the powers of the universe, that are ready to uplift you into an ever-higher state.
Little one, I forgot that it does not matter if you are an N or P or D or Z. You are just me, and we all just matter, in the form of God’s image.
My head became bigger than God’s, and he saw me fit to start again so that I can be on the right track back to you, so we can be a testament to the story of love, healing, and redemption.
The wounds have been set little one. I am sorry I am responsible for that. I am going to practice self-love and self-compassion, then direct that outwards to you and the unfortunate.
Little one, if there ever is a time that you doubt me, please remember that letter i sent you in Korean. That was from my soul. My ego manifests itself in English. but that ego needs to go, and the gentle soul that I am needs to shine through.
I love you little one. Because you are the most precious thing in this world. I hope you surround yourself with those that treat you the same. I hope I get to join that crowd one day. Until then, I have much to learn, and much to reflect on.
I love you. I love you. I love you.
I trust God will lead us back together when we are ready. It could be a couple of years, it may not be. I will trust that he knows what is best for us, and I will step down from this self-anointed position of flame-in-chief. Just empty box of arrogance and superiority — it will be burnt away to eternity, after this letter to you.
I hope as you heal the wounds, you reach out to me to find the changes I have gone through.
I believe that part of my job is to heal people by giving them the context they are missing to make sense of their life.
Little one, I believe you and I are both similar in our roles in our family.
We are the uniter in chief to bring our families together in a way that heals and unites.
Nothing is certain, but certainty is guaranteed in this path.
That what feels good and light, will be our guide, to the path to heaven, here on earth.
